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I am Hannah. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions. I am an element that you'd never ever known, you can't find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it - I explode in your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive. You should really run away first before I do spark into flames and murder people. I am your modern super, egoistic woman who cares about love, peace and probably, asteroids.

My favorite color usually changes in an average time span of three months so it'd be incredibly pointless if I were to mention my current color of choice. That's about it.

I am a certified bubble burster to be.

Alterego Mamie Hany Tim Rex

This blogskin was coded soley by Joanna.

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I realized that it really is hard to shy away from tears of a love that never will be reciprocated.

As much as I try to control my emotions, I could not because everything just falls apart - like it is meant to be that way. I struggle so hard to fight back my tears and smile to show everyone, especially him, that I am alright. But in the end, I am the loser of my own game. In the end, I always end up crying. Crying over things that I could not decipher why and mourning over things that are not even worth it.

After all, that's the only thing I can do while I'm torn between forgetting and waiting. Cry.

I thought years of suffering would make me strong. That enduring the pain would make me immune to future ones. I was wrong. It was the opposite, it made me fragile. It made me unable to control my own feelings.

Maybe in the end my tears will dry on their own. And I will be able to find my way back to Earth where I would not be anymore bothered by that object. For now I think I'm lost in space. Still reaching for that thing that I wanted the most.

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