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Refreshed
Saturday, August 30, 2008
6:43 PM
Ah, the feeling of having a good night sleep!
3 hours of sleep is enough to recharge you after not sleeping for almost 2 days or so. Aw, I mean, fuck. At least my droopy eyes are gone.
Today I will be finishing my script, hopefully. And I really pray that it'll be chosen. Not that I think that mine is better, I just don't want all my efforts to go down the drain.
Anyway, it's so unfortunate that Stephenie Meyer got Midnight Sun
ON HOLD. Gee. How long do I have to wait for Edward? But as a writer, I know how Stephenie feels. So I won't contest her decision for doing so.
I just really wish that it'll be published.
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Overly Stressed!
I feel the adrenaline rush.
I haven't been sleeping for 1 and a half day straight. So many things to do, they're actually driving me crazy. I think I look like a zombie now, with the eyebags and everything.
I wish days have been longer. Haha. But I'll make sure that in 1 week, I'll be able to finish all these. Because obviously, things will be more I repeat once again, I AM NOT CAPABLE OF MILLION TASKING.
Maybe I bit off more than I could chew.
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Fuck
Friday, August 29, 2008
6:43 AM
I got my report card.
Instead of saying "Alright," I went "Shit" instead.
:|
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Backlogs
Sunday, August 24, 2008
11:28 PM
Scoot.
Haha. I missed blogging.
No classes today, again. Can life get any better than this? :))
Last Saturday, I spent the whole afternoon under the scorching heat of the sun with my fellow club members. And the whole time, I felt like I was going to pass out. Seriously.
But I didn't. And I haven't passed out since I was born so maybe that really was unlikely to happen.
I'll be doing some work. So I'm ending this post for now.
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Never-ending
Friday, August 22, 2008
6:25 AM
Fuck the Halls with shits and assholes, Tralalalalalalaputa!I'm pissed. With everything that is happening.
I heard that Midnight Sun's first 12 chapters leaked online. If that's true, then I need to get my own copy. And thank God, it will be released Summer 2009. At least I have something to wait for again.
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Unusual Days
Thursday, August 21, 2008
10:43 AM
Fuck. Hell did I knew something was very wrong.
Might as well release the stress. :|
Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:1. Get away from me please. I may do something evil. Seriously.
2. Keep your feet on the ground. You're six feet above the land level, dear.
3. I know you've got a lot of problems. You know that I'm always here for you. And I'll say it again, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.
4. I do admit, you're smart. But I think you've got nothing between your ears except your oversized ego.
5. Let's try to adjust. The same issue repeats over and over again.
6. I totally love you, more than you deserved, more than I should have. And yet, nothing is happening. I hate it. I'm trying to suppress my feelings but it's pointless. I just keep on falling again. And I hurt over and over again. :|
7. Don't worry. We'll watch Twilight on November. :)
8. I like you before, but after everything that happened, things are awkward. Things change, you changed, our friendship changed. And I wish you realized some things earlier. Maybe we have been something more.
9. I think you're making a big mistake by giving it up.
10. Let go? How would I?
Nine Things About Myself:1. I'm a bookworm.
2. I'm a writer. Anyone is, but mine is an occupation.
3. I want everything to come out nice.
4. I'm OC, but I'm not a neat person.
5. I'm busy. Most of the time busy.
6. I like french fries. :))
7. I'm not a genius. Oh, please!
8. I've been called a bitch/conceited.
9. I'm interested in vampires.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart: [Cheesy!]
1. Never pretend to be someone you're not.
2. Don't say yes all the time to me. If you have to, talk to me about it, in a nice way.
3. Be considerate. I'm usually busy, literally, because I write for a School Publication. So expect I won't have much time to give on some days.
4. Make me smile. :D
5. Avoid lying as much as possible.
6. Perseverance. Have it.
7. Be patient. My mercurial mood often shifts. But don't worry, I'm not bipolar. :))
8. Be thoughtful.
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind a Lot:1. Me :D
2. Asteroid.
3. Best Friends
4. School
5. Responsibilities and tasks that needs to be accomplished
6. Books
7. MONEY. :))
Six Things You Don't Like About Yourself:1. I'm losing my wisdom.
2. I 'm having a hard time organizing my priorities.
3. When I get bored, I get bored.
4. I like to put things off.
5. My mood. I swear it's peculiar. :p :))
6. I get annoyed really easily.
Five Turn Off’s:1. Bad odor. XD
2. Being stupid.
3. Being boring.
4. Oversized Ego.
5. Low self-esteem.
Four Turn On’s:1. Good looks. :D :))
2. Sense of Humor
3. Understated brilliance
4. Nice eyes and a killer smile
Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:1. :)
2. :|
3. :">
Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:1. Publish my own novel.
2. Do something big, like, something that will benefit the whoooooole world. ;)
One Confession:1. I'm not afraid to love. It's pain that I'm fearing. I might really love a thing or someone and I hate the fact that I might lose it.
It's 3:15 AM and I've got classes tomorrow. Goodbye.
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The least things
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
2:46 AM
Classes are suspended. Again.
This morning was a blur. I spent 30 minutes arguing whether I will attend school or not and I ended up doing so because I remembered we will be having a presentation in English. While on my way to school, I slipped up and I almost fell. Clearly, this day is going to be nightmarish. Thank God they were only a few who witnessed.
On school, I was welcomed with a bad news. Plus the bad weather and my bad mood. Sometimes it's hard to understand why things don't go your way when you need it the most.
At least there was a Book Fair. At least that thing made me happy for a while.
During Chemistry, it was official. Classes are suspended. I wonder why they always choose to cut the classes during Chem [or is it purely kismet?]. Well, whatever the reason is, it sure is a relief.
In class I was a bit disoriented. I was pretending to listen to my teachers [If any of you gets to read this, I'm sorry... but I really tried hard to focus] but my mind is floating somewhere.
Actually, there are a lot of things to think about. I always get the nagging suspicion that Asteroid already knows who he is, ridiculous as it may seem. But what if my instincts were right? Is there any other way to this?
My grades are also a problem. Not that they're low, and not that I know. But according to some sources, there are many students who.. sadly.. were unfortunate. And I keep hoping I'm not one of them.
And multitasking is driving me crazy. But nowadays, I'm required to do so. Or else I won't sleep at all just to accomplish some things.
Ah, the beauty of being so active that your eyes almost fall from their sockets.I'm ending this post. I'm sort of pissed, actually.
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After 3 days or so...
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
4:56 AM
... I finally had the chance to post again. :D
I have been putting off going online these past few days to test how long could I abstain from its temptation. And the result seems to be pretty good. Because right now, I have to do something and I really need the internet. o.0
Okay. I'll go now. :)) I just want to see a new post in my blog. :D
I'll post something tomorrow. Something with sense. :))
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Spill the Beans
Friday, August 15, 2008
4:26 AM
Yip! The play is over and so is the Investigatory Project. All things that should be done are already finished so I got plenty of free time in my hands. Let's hope that life will be like this for a while. :)
And a lot of good things happened. Days are getting better. Mostly because of one person. Haha.
Tomorrow, we'll [The Seed] be doing something extraordinary. I can't wait!
Goodbye.
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Talk About Nonsense
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
5:44 AM
I'm so tired, I might sleep halfway through this post. But of course, I'll try my very best not to.
Thankfully, there wasn't much to do today aside for the Chemistry Assignment and some preparations for the Noli Me Tangere play tomorrow. Haha, as if I have to really prepare!
Aw fuck. I forgot all about the Investigatory Project. It seems that there really is no day when you could just sleep without worrying about something.
Darn it.
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Ever Changing Moods
Monday, August 11, 2008
6:48 AM
If you find my title familiar then NO, that song is not my favorite. And I'm not much a fan of Sitti nowadays. So shut the hell up. I'm harsh, yes I know, and there's a good excuse for that.
DAMN.I don't say this word unless I am
pissed, depressed, stressed or dead meat.
And yes, right now I'm
pissed, depressed, stressed and dead meat.
Pissed. Because I don't like the results of my exams. Okay, I passed but I am not satisfied with what I got. Of course, I have myself to blame because not even once have I studied during exams. Yes, I have been doing that for years but now the result was different. Farther than what I had expected. So maybe it's a wake-up call that I should take it seriously next time?
Depressed. A lot of things had happened lately. And these things really make me sad. I don't like to dwell on the negative or in the past but when the very core of your existence is the main problem, how could you not think of it? I don't mean to dramatize. And all of these things just centralize on my "Asteroid." The hell, when did I start calling him "my Asteroid." I think I should get rid of that before it becomes a habit.
Stressed. I really hate it that I don't have Edward's speed, mind and vulnerability. Or just more than two hands and a brain. If I had it, I could million-task without even eating up much of my time. And I could do a lot more things! Argh. Hundreds of projects, thousands of quizzes and exams, millions of seatworks and gazillions and gazillions of assignments. Why aren't vampires real? I'd rather have them bite me.
Dead meat. My body feels feeble and sometimes it seems that I have no control over it anymore. I may sound crazy in the literal sense but it's the truth. My arms and legs wouldn't respond so I think I'm using my body too much. Maybe going up and down the stairs and running from one building to another everyday wasn't a good idea. Not that I thought it was.
PISSED, DEPRESSED, STRESSED AND DEAD MEAT. Not to mention somnolent, ravenous, stupefied, thwarted, parched and a lot other things.
Thank God: - For
Breaking Dawn. Reading it makes my mind occupied.
- For friends [Sorry. Fake ones aren't included], and family. They save my sanity. I was thinking I'm close to losing it. And The Seed! You guys make me laugh and forget things for a while.
- And for himself of course. Maybe if for myself I wouldn't try to struggle.
I'm moping, am I not? Must be the nerves.
I'll try to stop. No, I'll try. I have to finish my notebook.
Pray for my sanity. Hope it won't go away too soon.
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Yey!
Saturday, August 9, 2008
7:46 PM
Team building was yesterday. It was fun, uplifting and very fulfilling. And yes, I think it was very unfortunate for those who didn't come.
My favorite part [Uhm, Dora?] was when the actual Team Building took place. We got to put our new members' trust to test. :))
Downside is, I wasn't able to do any project or assignment yesterday because that took off for a whole day. So here am I worrying how will I manage my time.
Haha, off to Cebu goodbye.
KIDDING! :)) Off to projects goodbye. :D
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Bliss
Friday, August 8, 2008
12:20 AM
Exams? They're over! I might as well start praying that the results will be good.
Ugh, I have a lot of projects to finish. And when I say
a lot, it literally means A LOT. Thank God I was exempted from one.
We'll have a team building tomorrow. I hope it'll be fun. :)
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Accomplished
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
5:18 AM
The Seed Newspaper is finally out. Please get a copy. :)
I'm so pleased with people who continuously praise not only mine, but also my fellow writer's works. I'm pretty satisfied because I believe we fulfilled our duty -
"Write to inspire, not to impress." Well, that's really not our Motto or something but I think that is something every writer must bear in mind, to prevent himself or herself to write for the sake of impression.
Exams are tomorrow. I should be studying but I'm not yet in the mood.
Studying without interest retains nothing. So, I'd rather study late when the nerves are finally kicking in rather than study now while I'm lazy to do so.
Oh yes. Ma'am Myra is asking me to make a book review. :)) I'm thinking of what book should I recommend to students. Honestly, I was considering Twilight but I realized that romantic novels won't teach them anything. So maybe I'm opting Book Thief instead.
At least today was a productive day.
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Chill!
Monday, August 4, 2008
6:35 AM
YEY! I GOT BREAKING DAWN! But I want to read it gradually. I want to savor the last moments I'm with Edward. Thinking about it makes me depressed. :( ARTE!
Haha. Anyway.
I thought life would be easier when Periodical Exams are fast approaching [since it was like that when I was a Sophomore] But as always, things aren't always as easy as they seem to be. Now, I finally know that for Juniors, the days before exams are probably one of the most hectic days they could possibly encounter. I'm torn with what to do because they're a lot! And yes, I refuse to multitask. When I multitask, both ends as "pwede na," which is for me, not a wise expression to use.
*pauses to get a glass of warm chocolate drink*
It's so cold. I'm wearing a jacket. Haha, random much. :))
I think I'll end this post. I have to finish some things.
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Rain is here to stay.
Friday, August 1, 2008
4:41 AM
Classes were suspended. Again.
We went to Dennise's Pad. Ayun, did some chatting, eating and gushing over THEIR crushes. Anyway, Lara was addicted to Super Guitar Maniac [I'm not sure if that's the name of the game, but it's pretty similar] so we left her alone. Of course, before going home, we took pictures.
My favorite shot.
[Me and Dennise]And...
BREAKING DAWN WILL HIT THE BOOKSTORES TOMORROW! I CAN'T WAIT! :O Yay! I've been waiting for it for almost half a year.
I have a question. Is William Shakespeare really
gay?
You may put your answers on my Tagboard. That is, if you want to. Thank you.
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