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Note: This blog was opened by me to accomodate my mindless musings and daily rantings. Do enjoy your stay here, and don't take what's not yours!
Hannah
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I am Hannah. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
I am an element that you'd never ever known, you can't find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it - I explode in your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive. You should really run away first before I do spark into flames and murder people. I am your modern super, egoistic woman who cares about love, peace and probably, asteroids.
My favorite color usually changes in an average time span of three months so it'd be incredibly pointless if I were to mention my current color of choice. That's about it.
I am a certified bubble burster to be.
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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
4:29 AM
4:29 AM
Two major bullshits happening in one day. A big turning point - I have to decide now. Am I still strong enough to endure all the pain they were giving me? If this continues, they will end up wrecking my feelings that will probably cripple me for God-knows-how-long. Yet I'm not sure if I'm capable of giving up, if I'd be able to somewhat cover up for their loss.
Nobody said it was easy, but was it really intended to be this hard? It's one thing for me to let myself fall this deep but it's a wholly other thing for them to be so involved.
This is a dead-end, I suppose?
A lot of people have asked me these questions frequently:
[And don't ask me these anymore]
If you love him,
won't you let him know?
-- No. Because a lot of present and future at are stake. And I'm not yet willing to risk it all in just one turn of pitch and toss. I might get all the courage but now's not the time. How would I tell him in the first place? And then, what?
If you love him,
Why are you thinking of letting him go?
-- First and foremost, I'm not decided yet about this thing. For me, I will fight for the one I love if he loves me back too. If not, I'd rather let go and let him be with the one who makes him happy. Besides, love cannot be persuaded. If I fight for a person who doesn't love me back, it'll be selfish. Because I pursue for my own happiness, not his. And I do believe that love should never be greedy. There will always come a time that what other people would say or even what you feel wouldn't matter anymore, the only thing that matters is how and what your beloved feels.
Maybe the answers sound overly dramatic, but they're true.
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Nobody said it was easy, but was it really intended to be this hard? It's one thing for me to let myself fall this deep but it's a wholly other thing for them to be so involved.
This is a dead-end, I suppose?
A lot of people have asked me these questions frequently:
[And don't ask me these anymore]
If you love him,
won't you let him know?
-- No. Because a lot of present and future at are stake. And I'm not yet willing to risk it all in just one turn of pitch and toss. I might get all the courage but now's not the time. How would I tell him in the first place? And then, what?
If you love him,
Why are you thinking of letting him go?
-- First and foremost, I'm not decided yet about this thing. For me, I will fight for the one I love if he loves me back too. If not, I'd rather let go and let him be with the one who makes him happy. Besides, love cannot be persuaded. If I fight for a person who doesn't love me back, it'll be selfish. Because I pursue for my own happiness, not his. And I do believe that love should never be greedy. There will always come a time that what other people would say or even what you feel wouldn't matter anymore, the only thing that matters is how and what your beloved feels.
Maybe the answers sound overly dramatic, but they're true.