Addictions and Restrictions

It's 12:45 in the morning and I'm still awake. Guess that's normal, for me anyway. Lately, I haven't been blogging much so I think it's best that I narrate everything that happened since the date I last posted until this very minute. Haha.

The day before Christmas... well, I still haven't slept so I'm not on my senses. I went online, greeted some people, talked to somebody on the phone, and ate. Of course, I ate and ate till I was full. And when it was time to sleep, I was knocked out. Pure exhaustion and sleep deprivation. Maybe I should restrict myself doing such things next time. Or I might end up losing my memory.

My relatives went to our pad on the afternoon of Christmas Day. It was a good thing since I missed my favorite cousin, Nicole, much and had a chance to talk with her about random things.

The next days were blah. And tomorrow, it'll be New Year's Eve. Days are passing me by and I still haven't started at least 1 of my projects.

Currently, I'm watching Vampire Knight and Vampire Knight Guilty. Oh God, if there were only people as gorgeous as them, I'll be really willing to shed all my blood for them to drink (especially Kaname). And Immortality... I desire it. I'm weird, ha! Anyway, the show is really good. And it has tons of handsome, deserved-to-be-drooled-at guys. ;)

And I discovered a new band: Loveholic. They're Koreans and their songs are really sad, could really bring you down at times. I personally like Rainy Day because the lyrics and melody are so dramatic I even find myself almost crying after listening to it.

I need to let you go now. Let's end it now.
I've always been standing by your side.
I needed to throw away my love, my never meant to be love.
-- Favorite Line

Listen to it. I'll bet you'd feel emotional. Just as I did.