Love Notes

Okay. So I have been trying to make any contact with Asteroid these past few days, but I've decided to avoid him at all costs.

Why?

Because I know I'm becoming hopeful. Yes, I realized I'd already begun to hope without allowing myself to do so.

But...

I don't want to forget this feeling.
I don't want to forget any little detail.

If I did, how would I be sure that he's real?